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I followed both Saptah and Chaliya with full faith. It was as if Baba HIMSELF was reaching out to me! 😊Īlthough at that point of time, I had lost faith in God, but At the same time one of childhood friend told me to start “ Chaliya” of Sai Mandir – go to Sai Temple for 40 days continuously. She was confident that Sai Baba always blesses HIS true devotees. She gave me “ Shri Sai Sat Charitra” and told me about “ Saptah” – that if I made a wish and read the book within a week’s time, my wish will be fulfilled by Baba. Then one day one of my Sister-in-law came from Australia, who always visited Shirdi during her India visit. I was exhausted and slowly lost my faith in God also. I went to every temple, dargah and did everything, what people used to tell me to do. Feeling completely shattered, I didn’t want to live further because at that time I was in acute depression and having a baby was the sole motive of my life. Treatment failed! I felt totally heartbroken as IVF was the last hope which I had. It was a very painful journey, but I just went on as I badly desired to have my baby.

That here were lots of couples in the world sailing in the same boat as us. Supported me and told me that it was not the end of the world without a baby and I left my job in 2010, as at that time my sole motive to But I myself was feeling defeated and incomplete. However, one support which I always had with me, was my family, which always supported me and never increased my pain in any way. This time I was totally shattered – it was like the end of my world. Then again in 2009, after 5 years, history repeated itself, when I again became pregnant & faced the same fate of losing my baby. We went to many doctors to tried to get a solution to our problem, but nothing happened.

I was in big trauma and it took me almostĪ year to get out of it and try to live again.ĭays, months & years passed by, but we were still waiting for our baby.

I felt like I was the luckiest person on earth.īut this happiness shortly came to an end when I had a miscarriageĪnd I lost my baby due to unknown reasons. My joy got manifold when in 2005 I become pregnant. I got married in Nov 2004, was living happily like all new couples. I had always only heard about Bba’s miracles, but today I can happily say that I have also seen Sai’s miracle and got HIS blessings – as my Son! 😊

I am living this life just because of my Sai Baba.